I don't know where to begin, it's been so long...I don't know if I could even start.  It would all just come pouring out in a ball of jumbled confusion, and after that I probably would only return to this blog on a whim.  The summer holidays have been and gone and I've changed so much.  I went out with laura from Stuart & Co.s little brother, Ben. He dumped me, but at the moment I think it was good for me because I wouldn't have had time for a boyfriend now that I'm back at school anyway.  I don't think Laura's talking to me though, which pisses me off because I get on well with her and would have liked to have kept in touch.  I'm starting to learn to drive, though obviously still having to resort to my family as my instructors.  I have a job as a waitress at a cafe near my dads house but I'm in the process of quitting in order to move to a better paid job as a waitress at a golf/country club.  Will update more later, maybe change the layout when I have time xx

Again haven't written for ages.  Done the first week of my Work Experience and I do not want to leave.  I like (most) of the people there, and the work is sometimes dull, but still better than school.  The people are:
- Jeaninne: A really nice girl who is very helpful, always includes me.  Also funny, doesn't like her job (this is somewhat of a recurring theme)
- Emma: Also very nice but I don't know her as well as Jeaninne.
- Travis: Hmm.  Seems nice but is never really serious.  Really funny but prone to major stress outs.  Interesting to talk to but calls every girl he meets 'babes, honey, hunnybun' etc.
- Bob: Bob is so handy.  Especially when I break things like the scanner and the printer.

Wow I haven't written for ages.  Nearly a month, no?  Tut tut.  So much has happened, I don't know if I'll remember it all.  Some people moved in next door (finally), but unfortunately they're renting.  They are actually interesting too: Rich.  Girl at private school, boy (Harry) soo clever, head boy at boy's grammar.  Parents divorced as far as I know.  The girl threw a huge party about a week after they moved in, whilst everyone else was out.  Harry cleared up the mess for her (metaphorically) but I found out he's reading law at Cambridge.  I am <b>so jealous.</b>  So now I'm aspiring for the same, learning everything about it that I can.  School ended Friday, and on Tuesday at 6.00 >_> we're (Me, Gems, Dad & Sue) are leaving for Disneyland, Paris! Yay.  But I'm scared cos I throw up on rides.  Hope I won't this time.  After we get back, it'll be work experience (where everyone was nice) for two weeks THEN Nele (my German exchange) will be down for a week.  More later too tired to type xx

What's gone wrong with blogdrive? -_____- I can't even see what I'm typing because it won't let me change the font colour and the background is red.  So excuse me for the amount of typos there will be in this blog.  I will try to read it by highlighting, but meh.  Listening to Burn Burn. ^_________^ Gemma's going to let me borrow her Now 57, which has Franz Ferdinand - Take Me Out and I MISS YOU! YAY!  So I'll put that on my computer, along with some old songs that I love like Wilt - Sanctimonious, Crackout - I Am The One etc.  Went round to Gem's last night and we watched What Lies Beneath.  Which was quite scary but not that bad.  Yes.  I don't really like this layout, think I might change it to Nightswimming when I get the time.  Right now I should probably be doing my RE homework but I really cannot be bothered.  Got my German exchange letter.  Her name is Nele and she looks really nice.  Anyway.  Bye for now xx

Woah.  I haven't updated for ages.  This is mostly due to: me spending more time with myfriends, me (attempting) to start a website, me going back to school, me getting shitloads of work and THREE BITS OF SCIENCE COURSEWORK AT THE SAME TIME, and me being a very lazy person.  I got my computer!  Woohoo!  I've spent a week downloading stuff, deleting stuff (you wouldn't believe how much porn there is stored in temporary Internet Files >_> -____- ) and burning songs.  I went to an under 18s club.  Kinda ok, cept at first they played crap music (Ooh ee ooh ah ah, ting tang walla walla bing bang baby! Hardcore.) and none of us were in the mood, but the GUYS.  Yum.  There was Diesel, who is quite possibly the fittest person i have ever seen, there was bleach guy who had nice hair (but was a bit minging), there was Guy Who Looks Like Dennis who was well fit but a bit of a prick.  We were all crushing at the door, and he was behind us (us being me, Lauren, Kayleigh, Gem and Rach) and he started going "Chop chop!  I want to get in bed!".  So Lauren started shouting it to everyone, taking the piss, and we could not stop laughing.  Then we had to get the train home.  o.O scary.  I have fallen in love with:  I Miss You (obv.), In The Shadows and This Love.  Also loving the NE LOSTPROPHETS ALBUM WHICH I FINALLY GOT! ^________^.  Um...yeah.  I have gained quite a bit of weight.  Scary.  So I am doing exercise to lose that.  Anyway, before I had loads to say, now I don't, so i'll be back...xxx

Well...I spent 5 hours on the internet last night, until 3AM this morning, and still I did not update properly.  Oh well.  Listening to Lostprophets ^____^ and copying it onto my computer.  Computer being very slow and gay, even though Dad has started deleting stuff, ready for when I get it in my room [^_____^;;;;;;;].  Was all good today, got up at 12.45 (not so good >_>) and cleaned the kitchen after a schlovely fried egg sandwich.  Then I went to visit Nonna [God give her strength ^_~] with Laura and Ross, and hoovered the house.  Didn't do the exercise video, though I was feeling very lumpy after Nonna said: "God, your bottom is getting fat, Helen.  Almost as big as Laura's."  Though Ross found this very funny, me and Laura were not amused.  I'm a British size 8, for crying out loud!  And so is Laura, come to think of it.  Anyway.  Have fallen in love with a dress at Jane Norman.  Ahhh...beautiful pink dress.  Only £35.  Gonna wash Dad/Sue's car, mow Nonna's lawn.  That way I still have all my birthday money left for this cherries top I've fallen in love with at Morgan.  And the flower top.  Oh shit - am a spendthrift.  As soon as I remember my pin, I bet the £50 in my bank will be gone too. Oh well.  I do need some boots and strappy shoes, too ^_~.  Meant to be going to an under 18s club on Wednesday, but Rach isn't answering her phone even though she was meant to ring me [-___-], and Gemma's spending Easter with her Nan.  Bet it will be crap anyway, plus can't be bothered to travel for like an hour to get there.  Need to get my bridesmaid dress.  And write my speech...>_> which I do not want to give in the slightest.

Woah, I just got bombarded by like ten trojan viruses >_>.  Listening to No Doubt - how shocking.  Just went on InTheWire, a pretty good diary site, but I dunno...I made a diary, wrote an etry and immediately posted a link to here.  Don't think i'll use it.
Nighty night, write more tomorrow.

I am shocked.  I have actually managed to update for three consecutive days o_O.  But seeing as my day was boring, I'm going with a theme: what type of person do you go for?  I majorly have a thing for guys called James - usually, I'll sit there watching TV, and think "He's fit" and he'll turn out to be called James.  James Marsters (Spike, Buffy), James from 'Brat Camp', James from 'Three's A Crowd', etc.  I always think about this hypothesis that I read somewhere, that people like people who look similar to them [did that sentence make sense?].  I always thought I only liked guys with brown hair, but then I thought about it and I also like surfy guys, with bleach blond hair (see yesterday's blog...ahhh...so fit).  Yeah, OK, I'm gonna stop typing crap about guys I like cos no-one wants to read about that shit.  Anyway.
Nooooooooo!  I just remembered I'm getting my brace tomorrow!  -____________- I'm going to look so stupid.  I'm still gonna have the damn thing when I go to college cos I'm getting it so late...I'll never get into clubs...and I'll be the only person my age with one still on.
Thinking I might redo my blog soon, though I do like this layout.  Red, white and grey?  Black and blue?  Hmm.

Just doing a random update.  Can't really be bothered to type much, because I didn't actually do anything today.  Woke up at about 11.  Then I found out that my aunt and uncle, Deborah and Mark, were coming round.  In ten minutes.  They live in Houston, Texas, so I barely see Auntie Deborah and have only met Mark once before today.  Well, I looked like crap and hadn't washed my hair since Wednesday.  So I leaped into the shower and they came just as I was washing my hair.  Deborah was so rude to Ross! (my sister's bf) And he got really pissed off with her.
After that, me and mum went food shopping and I got loads of stuff ^_^.  But then I started feeling ill, so I had a bath and went to bed for most of the day.
Just played shithead twice with John and then rummy.  Won both times.  I get my horoscope sent to me daily to hotmail (from Keen) and it was spookily true.  Usually I just delete them because I hardly ever check my e-mail, and I can't be bothered to go through all 13 horoscopes.  But today I did, and it was:
"Helen!
You'll enjoy some little celebrations today. A victory in cards or a board game is inevitable if you play. The Virgo Moon favors all of your recreational pursuits."